I Want Change In My Life
October 31, 2008
I woke up earlier tonight and decided that I wanted coffee. Since my body is on a night schedule again, I may as well enjoy the coffee and flavored creamers that I bought this afternoon. Normally I perk my coffee on the rare occasions that I think my stomach can handle having it. Then it dawned on me, I have a practically brand new Mr. Coffee sitting in my pantry why am I not using it? It got me thinking about things. This has been the story of my life for the past six years. When I moved to New Hampshire back in 2000 it was the intention of getting my life back together, getting on my feet and getting out on my own. My mother and stepfather very generously allowed me to live with them for the two years that it took for me to straighten out my debt, get a stable job, buy a car, and lastly start accquiring furnishings for my own place.
Manifesting great gifts
September 4, 2008
I’ve manifested gifts into my life this week. I love how this stuff is working so beautifully. This morning I get a call from my girl Margo and she’s all frazzled from just getting the kids to school and all that and we were talking and blah blah blah for a while. Right as I’m hanging up with her I’m looking through my email and I see something from Margolicious lol. So I’m like what the heck did she send me and I look to see that it was an amazon gift card! It could not have come at a better time as I wanted to buy a book on several different subjects and she made that possible. I love her cause she always buys me little gifts like that. She gave me a $100 gift card to Lane Bryant and she also purchased a Harajuku purse for me recently and today this lol. I love my Margo lol. Some friendships just are what they are and we are always there for each other. She’s living a very blessed life because she listened to me about applying the secret to her life and she got her heart’s desire.
amazon gift card
So then about 12:00 midnight I get a call from V. I had been meditating. She was out galavanting and she gave me a call to just chit chat. She goes to me, did you talk to Margo today. Yes I did, why do you ask? Well I had a dream about her and she was really frazzled and I was telling her to calm down in my dream. LOL I said yea she called me this morning and she had just finished telling me about how they were driving her nuts this morning. LOL it’s too funny. So then we were just babbling and she’s like GUESS WHAT I BOUGHT YOU TODAY? LOL I’m like I don’t know what did you buy me? She’s like I got you a subscription to Pink Magazine. LOL I’m like just blessed with gifts today and with women who I really adore. I had picked up an issue of Pink last month and was uber excited about it because it is very empowering and there are just so many bright, intelligent business women featured in the magazine I fell in love with it with that issue. Yea so she got herself and I both a subscription lol.
It is a wonderful thing to express gratitude and develop real, honest, relationships where we know that we have each other’s backs no matter what and that we really love each other. These are the true gifts that cannot be bought. There is no judgement about each other and I know the universe or God has kept them both in my life for a reason. On to more happy manifesting dreams!
Is the universe listening?
September 3, 2008
Sometimes you have to wonder if the universe is listening. I’m seeing little manifestations as proof of it working. I always ask for guidance and answers to things before I go to sleep and I usually hope to get it. Doesn’t always happen. In any event, V called me today to tell me about a dream that she had and that she had a message for me. So she told me what the message was and now I have to figure out what it means and who it was from. I kind of have an idea of what it is about but I need to see if it will be confirmed to know if I’m on the right track or not. The second thing is that for some odd reason I had been thinking about wanting to do research on Quan Yin as she is the Buddhist goddess of compassion. I have a postcard of a picture of her on my board behind me of this Buddhist temple in cold springs. For some reason I had compassion on my mind and that made me think of her. Just a couple of hours ago I opened my email and there was a newsletter that I get every so often and the topic of the newsletter was on Quan Yin. So the universe does listen.
Quan Yin
