My life is getting away from me

Tonight I think I’m suffering a little bit of emotional whiplash by my own doing, of course. I am so anxious to move out of NH and get on with my life that it has raised a lot of uncomfortable feelings about things that are in my life at this moment. So I managed to realize and remember that all of the negative and uncomfortable feelings are just the indicators of what my current vibration is and that my job right now is to get myself into the feelings of feeling good about my decision. That is when things will start happening on this topic. The longer I let myself feel like this about the particular subjects around this whole move the more time it will take for me to get where I want to go.

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You’ve got to tell a new story

This past week I have been stuck. Stuck on trying to figure things out. Stuck in a tremendous amount of contrast and trying to work out just exactly how did I attract all of it. I am trying to discern how to be grateful for all of it but I am not able to give those reasons just yet. I am still trying to figure them out.  There is some work that needs to be done to my apartment and my landlord needs to take care of it however, I know my feelings about the situation are what have been holding up the whole thing from getting done.

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Forever Incomplete

I’m a bit embarrassed that I have not discovered this song sooner but I heard Alanis Morisette’s “Incomplete” off of her latest album and was struck at how right on the mark this song is about my feelings about myself. I know from having seen her on some videos that she is very spiritual, and has her own journey of self-discovery. Hmm, I don’t know maybe it’s something that Gen Xers go through in their mid-thirties LOL? Sometimes I feel like this is my life everyday. I am still very much wrapped up in not enjoying the full experience. Slowly I see today for example, I’m feeling better.
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