Day 32 Season 5 Following my Bliss

I am following my bliss. I decided several months ago that I was going to do whatever made me feel good and that is what prompted me to start my cat blog twostupidcats.com. It was just a fun and cute idea that I had one day when I was watching some other videos on youtube and felt that this would really be a great creative outlet for me with all of the stupid and dopey things that my cats do. I have to say that I enjoy catching cute videos of the cats or the new dog Nellie and having something to post and write about. It gives me a place to nurture these different aspects of my life.

Then I have had this other blog called itsaplussizeworld.com for a long time now that I promote plus size clothes and positivity on. It had kind of been lacking something for a while and I’ve finally decided that I can just do videos of myself and put them on there. I have been watching so many great videos from girls on youtube who are completely makeup crazy and they do all kinds of tutorials and talk about makeup and hauls and while I’m not interested in doing my own makeup tutorials I figured out ways that I could do my own video and talk about eye looks that I have tried out as well as products I’ve purchased. It’s completely given my two blogs a whole new dynamic.

Another really neat thing is that just about 30 minutes ago I got an email from a company that I had contacted about four months ago for work and they finally emailed me back asking me if I am still interested. It’s so cool because there was a lot of stuff on my mind about this aspect of my life and the industry it is in and how I was going to expand some more and possibly cut off the dead-ends and all that is not working for me. But for right now this just gave me a good indication to hold on and hang in there because my manifestation(more income) is coming. MAJOR DRIFTWOOD!

Day 28 Season 5 – Many manifestations

Well this last week and a half has been one of a lot of recent change and movement. I spoke about how my mother has a new dog and how happy it has made me feel for her and for myself quite honestly. I really feel a lot of love from animals and they always make me feel really connected and in a constant state of happiness and playfulness and am often joyful. This really helped me in finally letting go and “giving up” some of my negative chatter about some subjects in my life. One of them being money and the other one being residual feelings about my last relationship. On Wednesday night when I spent the night at my mother’s I said to myself that I really give up, I’m done and I’m laying down both of these burdens and just will not allow myself to feel bad about them anymore.

By Friday I was still feeling good because I have these video reminders of the dog and anytime that I wish to feel happy all I have to do is watch her videos and it makes me smile. Friday my bff calls me up and asks for my paypal address and she sent me money. Sunday I received another nice, large payment from the people I do design work for so within 72 hours I had the money I had been so worried about just days before.

Monday was an amazing driftwood manifestation for me as far as relationships and partners go. I explain it all in the video. But what this all really solidified for me is that when you get happy and when you finally “give up” and surrender the allowing can happen and the good stuff can come into your life. I received the proof that my rockets of desire that I had been shooting up left and right were being delivered to me by the universe. I cannot deny this because I received what I asked for. NOW I know this is real. NOW I have 100% confidence in my own ability to change my life and pre-pave how I want the rest of my life to turn out. This stuff totally ROCKS!

Unexpected Money

This month has been a bit rough for me. I am still learning how to allow things to come into my life. The only way to do that is to let go of all of the negative emotions you feel about a certain subject. Actually, you have to let go of resistance of all subjects in order for yourself to really receive what you are asking for. My frame of mind last week was one of worry, disappointment, fear, and resentment a little bit. By Friday everything started to change.

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