Interesting how things go
June 25, 2007
This morning I went to sleep around 5:30a.m. I was awakened at roughly 9:00a.m. by someone knocking at my door. Now, I don’t have friends randomly knocking at my door. Anyone that comes to see me always calls first and announces that they intend to come by. So if I’m not expecting anyone, I won’t answer the door. Very simple. Some kid was knocking on my door wanting to know if there were any kids home. Are you kidding me? Anyway having had only 4 hours sleep and him waking me up was not the best way to start my day. Then I started harping on a conversation I had last night before I went to bed. Something negative that was said and it pissed me off. Needless to say… this morning started spiraling out of control very fast.
Anyway I talked to my girlfriend and things started to pan out by this afternoon. I’m feeling better. I listened to some music that made me happy. Mostly, my headache went away and that was what was really fueling all the negativity this morning. The conversation last night was what produced the negative feelings. I meditated for a little while and now I am watching some videos on youtube. It’s amazing how quickly if you try, that you can pull yourself out of a funk.
Soon the 100 day challenge will start and this is going to be my launch of participating in this. I’m getting the idea of what I need to do to be a part of it. Watching the videos are giving me an idea that I will need to be declaring what my intentions are for the next 100 days. I have to get busy thinking on them so that when that day comes I will have no problems declaring it. So I think it’s time for me to go do that. I also have a lesson to take today and since it’s a good time of day to get stuff like that done, I’m going to go to it. Will write more later.







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