Dreams

The last few months my dreams have been surreal. Now it seems that parts of my life have become this way. In some ways I think it’s been gearing me up for this all along. Premonitions, precognitive dreams, sometimes too “real”. Too descriptive to ignore. I’ve been thrashing around my bed a lot lately. But have not been able to really remember a dream in about a week. My visualization and meditation is getting better. Ugh this morning I went to lay down and I was in bed and got hit with that strong pain in my arm and feeling like I was going to throw up again. Hmm jee, nothing like hitting the pillow and feeling like you are going to hurl. Ugh sometimes I used to lay down on my back and it would feel like my head was spinning. I had asked my doctor about that, he couldn’t really tell me what was going on. It’s a little discouraging when medical professionals can’t give you answers. HAHA Maybe I was being brain scanned lmao!!

The cat has been funky weird lately now that she’s feeling better. I mean she is feeling good, real good. The little fatty’s appetite is back in full swing lol. She came and cuddled with me, just plops herself right down in the crook of my arm and wraps herself around me and we go to sleep like that lol. LOL She’s my wife lol. This week I need to go over my intentions for the 100 day challenge and put my focus on them. I don’t think I did too good during this, but it’s my first one and the nice thing is you can start your 2nd, 3rd, 4th, etc… when ever you have completed a previous one. There is no set time frame. Putting together vision boards has proven to be a little more difficult that I thought. Well I have one that is completely full, then I have my second one which I have not added stuff to in like 2 months. I started it, and it’s my vision of all of the mobile tools I want to make it so I can be 100% mobile. The other one is all of my other things, the kind of house I want, the kind of relationship etc… Then I have my original one that has all the home decor and appliances that I want lol. I have some other things I want to put into vision boards, just have not had the chance to do so, yet. Soon though.