Day 71 Season 2 -100day challenge

I have been learning Law of Attraction and universal laws for over a year now. In that time I have seen some very drastic changes in my life. Some have come very easily and some have come rather violently. All in all, the change has been all for the greater good. I immerse myself into all of this stuff, learning and picking up more and more queues and realizing what certain things mean and just connecting all the dots to help me have a better understanding of everything. This is the most studying and learning I think I have ever voluntarily done in my life. I don’t think I have actively applied myself to learn something as much as I have with this. Well, lol maybe dancing.

At the moment I am studying four different subjects which interest me a great deal. All of them are skills I can acquire to grow my business, to be more self-sufficient and successful. I am also looking to learn skills that I can carry on with me for a long time to come. To be able to do things to maintain an income no matter what. I will be sure that I always have my bases covered. My sad, melancholy, moments are less and less these days. I have them, and then I get over them. Mostly because I am focused on one subject that I keep brushing up against and have not assimilated to as of yet. Ultimately though what it is, is that I am a changed person. I am not the same person I was 6 months ago. Things that were ok with me back then are not ok for me now. I expect better for myself. This is not to say that I’m being abused or mistreated, it’s that when given the opportunity to take for granted another person’s value or worth, others will tend to do so. Especially when they have very little self-worth themselves.

So, it’s time for me to lead by example. In doing so I am loving myself and loving the other person. I’ve extended my hand to them when they are ready for the help and support and that is the best I can do. People will only change when they are ready. Most of the time it takes hitting rock bottom and for their lives to completely implode on them for them to realize and wake up that things need to change, and their lives need to be led better. But who am I to talk? I am still learning, tons. But what I have learned, I will show by example. If that means losing a romantic interest because of my choice to love myself, then that’s what it means. It means that I have moved beyond that level of consciousness and cannot function at that level anymore. How could I and more importantly why would I want to after now coming into knowing?

The very reality of it is that this person would need profound change in order for me to even consider being romantically involved anymore. Most men do not like it when women all of a sudden decide to change their minds about things. Well I’m sorry, as I stated I’m just not the same girl I was 6 months ago. This does not change the love I feel for this person. But you just have to know when to change and move on. Anyway I have rambled long enough… time to go for now.