Day 28 Season 5 – Many manifestations

Well this last week and a half has been one of a lot of recent change and movement. I spoke about how my mother has a new dog and how happy it has made me feel for her and for myself quite honestly. I really feel a lot of love from animals and they always make me feel really connected and in a constant state of happiness and playfulness and am often joyful. This really helped me in finally letting go and “giving up” some of my negative chatter about some subjects in my life. One of them being money and the other one being residual feelings about my last relationship. On Wednesday night when I spent the night at my mother’s I said to myself that I really give up, I’m done and I’m laying down both of these burdens and just will not allow myself to feel bad about them anymore.

By Friday I was still feeling good because I have these video reminders of the dog and anytime that I wish to feel happy all I have to do is watch her videos and it makes me smile. Friday my bff calls me up and asks for my paypal address and she sent me money. Sunday I received another nice, large payment from the people I do design work for so within 72 hours I had the money I had been so worried about just days before.

Monday was an amazing driftwood manifestation for me as far as relationships and partners go. I explain it all in the video. But what this all really solidified for me is that when you get happy and when you finally “give up” and surrender the allowing can happen and the good stuff can come into your life. I received the proof that my rockets of desire that I had been shooting up left and right were being delivered to me by the universe. I cannot deny this because I received what I asked for. NOW I know this is real. NOW I have 100% confidence in my own ability to change my life and pre-pave how I want the rest of my life to turn out. This stuff totally ROCKS!