Let me clarify… that is now that I’ve made this video. What a cathartic process it was just putting it out in the Universe. Since I’ve felt so very betrayed by relatives for the last year which has been evident by my complete avoidance of these people since I moved back to NY, having only seen them twice in a year. That should speak volumes. I don’t call her, I don’t contact her via facebook and I don’t go see her. In fact I don’t go see any of them and I’m just fine by that.

I came to the full realization that I am not losing a thing by never talking to any Schiavo ever again the same way it has not affected me by never speaking to any other Pencola. It just is what it is. I’m with my family as small and tight knit as it may be. As I said, I have no desire to be close to people who talk out of both sides of their mouthes as far as how they feel about others. Believe me, I don’t see anything wrong with wanting to preserve a relationship with all of your siblings and your shit-head father, just be honest about it. Finally the fact that she and her mother used me to get back at her father and cause drama just really burned my ass and that too was a complete disrespect to the loss of my mother. People are complete shit!